CD13 - WaTeR pLeZZzzz

Starting to drink 8 glasses of water a day. Let's see if there will be changes in my skin...hmmmm..dapat magglow ha.hehehehhe...

CD12-bought Gr8 Lacto

Adobo stinks!

Ewww, just finish my lunch and ewww I smell adobo dish. It sticks into my nose and ewwwww, I does makes my head aches and I really want to vomit because of that smell....

What a day! I realized that I'm having my Af and now I feel i'll vomit...Adobo stinks.ewwww.

12 dpo and :((

I'm on my 12 dpo and still having this spotting. But I must admit now, this is not really just an implantation bleeding but sadly speaking, my AF. kakalungkot. It's very light in my first few days but now its dark red, though it's still not that heavy as in "sobrang konti lang". We didn't make it this cycle and i'm losing my hope, he's about to board the ship on the first day of Feb, and leaving me again empty "wombed" (dont know if theres a word as wombed, but supposedly empty handed.heheh) Haaayyy I'm going to spend my 12 months of waiting again missing him soo much.

I'm giving up my last hope as of today. Argh. Hate it, another loser's month again.

9-11 dpo

9 dpo = went to SM Dasma and noticed a brown spotting when I went to Ladies' Room
10 dpo = A little spotting again
11 dpo = Theres' still spotting. my lower stomach feels full. I kinda feel a bit tired(as usual).

I hope this is just an implantation bleeding and not my AF..Pray*****

8 dpo and nothing

Can't seem to concentrate in my work now. Im on my 8 dpo (if not mistaken) yet I haven't feeling anything like PMS signs or PG signs. I'm supposed to feel sore BBs and cramps 12 days before AF is coming but I have only 6 days to go before AF and nothing is happening.

Just last night I ask DE to massage my back and my shoulder because I feel a little achy in that part, but aside from that, and a little headache no particular different thing happened.

:-( 6 more days to go, I hope my AF will not come. I realy wanted to take PG Test but I'm afraid I will end up disappointed again.

7 DPO - a little headache and shoulder pain
8 DPO - nothing